How to Express the Golden Gate Homesick Blues

We’re coming to the end of National Poetry Month and I want to share a poem I wrote a few years ago in a poetry workshop. I was living in England at the time, feeling very homesick for San Francisco, as well as nostalgic for a time when I was more mobile than I am now.

So this was the result – the first poem I’d written since I was a child, in fact. For this collection of emotions, I found the process of writing a poem very cathartic.The location is the waterfront near to the base of the Golden Gate Bridge at Fort Point. For those of you who remember the scene in Vertigo where Kim Novak falls in the water – that’s where I’m talking about!

A.K. Andrew,akandrew.com,a writers notebook ,Golden Gate Bridge, Fort Point

Under the Golden Gate by A.K. Andrew

Fort Point

Ghosts of blue-bellies dash between chill, meagre quarters
Running up concrete steps
Running up the flag of
the Red Brick Fort
Alone facing the Pacific Ocean
Now nestled beneath rumbling red girders of the Bridge.
An Alliance of Gateway and Protector of
The City
Our City.

White foamy tentacles crash, split
Rusting chain links,
Goliath chain
Serving only to taunt, not protect
A leap to the rocks or giant watery mouth inviting in
it’s enormity, its moving depth beckoning.

Agonizing beauty surround once more
Pacific blasts tearing at hair and heart
A white rogue wave rises up
hitting crumbling brick, splashing me
drenching
Her.
Laughing still
we cycle home on the bays blue edge
warmed by love, vigour,
youth.

A.K. Andrew, Fort Point, Golden Gate Bridge, akandrew.com,a writers notebook

A.K. Andrew at Fort Point

Fort Point, Golden Gate Bridge,A.K Andrew,akandrew.com , a writers notebook

Fort Point under the Golden Gate Bridge by A.K Andrew

How do you feel about happy memories? Does it make you sad to think of them and wish that things were still the same, or do you feel fortunate to have had the good times to look back on? Perhaps you don’t like to dwell on the past at all, but prefer to look forward rather than back.

Come join the discussion, and please share this post on your favorite social media. 

Many Thanks!

Connect with A.K. Andrew:

Follow on Twitter          * Like on Facebook          * Pinterest          *Scoop.it

Share on Facebook5Tweet about this on TwitterShare on Google+0Buffer this pagePin on Pinterest0Share on Tumblr0Share on LinkedIn1Share on StumbleUpon1Email this to someone

Comments

  1. Love it. Love the way it combines a real sense of place with the finely incised memories attached to that place. And I also appreciate and understand the way you feel an ownership of the city even though far away. It seems to me that Americans sing and write about places in the same as the Irish do, but I don’t think it has been a popular subject for English writers…or have I missed something? Are there just as many poems/songs etc celebrating an English village or urban landscape – an English equivelent of Sandburg’s Chicago or Sweet Home Alabama or Fort Point?
    Bridget Whelan recently posted..Does this novel have the best feel-good title?My Profile

    • Thanks so much Bridget. And I think you are absolutely right about Americans being attached to places in the same way the Irish are. I would constantly hear in the UK disbelief at what people just perceived as American blind patriotism, but I think a lot of situations are actually closer to what you are talking about i.e. love of place. The English aren’t as effusive in general I think is as much the issue as anything else – a generalisation of course – because despite the complaints about the weather etc. most Brits would not consider living anywhere else. And of course there are poems that have lines such as ‘Oh to be in England, now that spring is here etc. Thanks so much for your insightful comment:-)
      A.K. Andrew recently posted..How to Express the Golden Gate Homesick BluesMy Profile

  2. Love this poem and the feelings it evokes. Favorite lines: “Agonizing beauty surround once more / Pacific blasts tearing at hair and heart.” Been there. Felt that. We lived in San Francisco for only 3.5 years but once that place gets into your heart, it never leaves.
    Marie Ann Bailey recently posted..A Traditional Book Review: Three Ghosts by Katie Sullivan #MondayBlogs #bookreviewMy Profile

  3. What a lovely poem! I remember the first time I came to San Francisco (from Nevada) – I felt like Dorothy approaching the Emerald City. It was love at first sight and to this day, I never tire of watching the fog roll in.
    Jan recently posted..A Boy and his MonkeyMy Profile

  4. This is beautiful AK. The ending, ” Laughing still
    we cycle home on the bays blue edge
    warmed by love, vigour,
    youth”

    made me tear up”:) So it really did evoke a lot of emotion! Well done!
    Jacqueline Gum recently posted..Feigned Ignorance… Where’s The Justice?My Profile

  5. I recently spent a good chunk of a gorgeous Saturday at Fort Point and Chrissy Field. I related to your poem A.K.; brought back the day in a rush. It was also a good day full of laughter and smiles.
    Tim recently posted..The Veiled Truth Kalahari BushmenMy Profile

    • Well you know exactly what I mean then Tim. The last time I was there I was floored by how many bike rentals I saw around. They’ve really made Chrissy field into a usable bit of outdoors, which is a fantastic counterpoint for such things as Pier 39. Glad you had a good day there:-)
      A.K. Andrew recently posted..How to Express the Golden Gate Homesick BluesMy Profile

  6. I can almost feel and hear the water in this poem. I feel as if I was there with you. And it feels good.
    Donna Janke recently posted..Goodbye Winter HomeMy Profile

  7. Very evocative poem with such fitting imagery. I particular like “Goliath chain.” It conjures up my own sense memories of my first and only visit to the Golden Gate Bridge. Maybe if I’m lucky I’ll get to see it again this fall.
    Jeri recently posted..#WritingPrompt: 15-Sentence Portrait PoemMy Profile

  8. I didn’t realize it was poetry month, but then I’m sorry to say I’ve never been a fan of poetry. But that said, your people and photos are lovely. It’s been many years since my last visit to San Francisco and your post has brought back some terrific memories. 🙂
    Marquita Herald recently posted..The Fine Line Between Helping and EnablingMy Profile

  9. Great poem! I love San Francisco! It is one of my favorite cities. Great photos too. It really brings me back. Thanks for sharing.
    Sabrina Q. recently posted..Cauliflower Carrot Mock BreadsticksMy Profile

  10. That’s a powerful poem, A. K. There are some places we visit that create visceral memories. It’s as if time stops and sears your mind and heart. It can be so powerful that if you’re sharing the experience with someone, that place will become a part of both your lives. San Francisco is one of those places.
    Pamela Chollet recently posted..Depression: 4 Things Not To Do If You’re DepressedMy Profile

  11. To answer your question how I feel about happy memories – I think they are necessary to support us through the tough times. I know I cherish mine.
    Lenie recently posted..How I started An Etsy ShopMy Profile

  12. I’ve never been to San Francisco but this definitely made me want to visit. I’ve moved around so much in my life, that there are many aspects of my earlier years that are firmly in the past. I think if I were to visit some places from my childhood, I would be filled with memories and nostalgia. I don’t really wish to go back into the past, but it is definitely nice to remember experiences that I had and how I felt at that time.
    Erica recently posted..Amazing Add-ins to Transform Your Smoothie Into a Nutrient Filled PowerhouseMy Profile

    • It’s particularly strange to visit places from childhood, as they really don’t look the same for a myriad of reasons. Ive done it several times, but it’s good to remind ourselves of where we come from sometimes I think. And its certainly great to be able remember the good times with fondness.
      A.K. Andrew recently posted..How to Express the Golden Gate Homesick BluesMy Profile

  13. The ratio of happy memories to not-so-happy memories in my life ‘leaves room for improvement’, shall we say, and (with the possible exception of the time shortly after getting my undergraduate degree) there really aren’t any periods in my past that I would want to revisit for more than an hour or two, so I will cast my vote for preferring to look forward rather than back.
    Andy recently posted..Further Adventures in CalendarlandMy Profile

  14. A.K., I loved your poem. How you must have longed to return to San Francisco. And you did! I’m a forward looking person but I love to return to my storehouse of happy memories. Sometimes they involve people I’ve loved who are no longer with me. But that doesn’t mean I dwell on my sadness. It makes me feel better to remember the good times and some of their quirks that I laughed at then and can laugh at now.
    Jeannette Paladino recently posted..Now You Can Create Perfect Posts for Social MediaMy Profile

  15. I like your poem a lot. I lived in San Francisco for 10 years a long time ago and think back on that time and place often. What an amazing city. We were quite poor then but there were so many things to do there. The Golden Gate is one of the places to miss. I am glad for the memories.
    Beth Niebuhr recently posted..MindsetMy Profile

  16. Kudos to you for writing poetry, something I cannot do. I have very few fond memories of the past so I tend to focus on the future.
    cheryl recently posted..#greenworks Twin Force Dual Blade Mower: ReviewMy Profile

  17. I really don’t think too much about the past. Well, except for my social nightmares that I relive over and over again, tortured by the memories of my own failures in life. Wait… did I say that out loud?
    Jon Jefferson recently posted..CioppinoMy Profile

  18. I always feel happy for the memories, A.K. I feel that all our thoughts and memories are what makes us who we are today. Hopefully, we are happy with that product/entity, so we should cherish the memories that have brought us to that point. Cheers!
    Doreen Pendgracs recently posted..riding the Big Bus in MiamiMy Profile

  19. bay mist swirls
    the gate shadows a rough coast
    I left my heart

    Thanks for writing about “The City”
    L. Moon recently posted..Memory’s Harvest #haikuMy Profile